Friday, April 20, 2012

this is for you both in a way

today i walked a little lighter
and it's not necessarily a good thing.
i guess you could say
a weights been lifted from my shoulders
but instead of heavy dread,
its your companionship.

im wearing a suit that zips in the back
and i must arch my body like a bow
to rip it off.
but its so humid
that the suit sticks
and i must tear it from my flesh with my nails.
im drowning in my own skin.

we had so many plans
but those have been thrown away;
its all in the past

it's no longer you,
it's somebody new.
i want to know how it feels
in between his arms
how it feels to be touched
and kissed
by him.

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