Tuesday, February 23, 2010

nothing i can do

i'm trying my very hardest to feel-
but it's not easy.
nihilism is eating at my core
i wish on my lucky star there is someone who can
pull me from under this
save me from consumption,
but the quick sand aint so quick.
i've got time to think this over
no need for panic.
13 hours i've been awake
3 milligrams of melatonin bathing in my stomach acid.
my eyes are no body builders,
no weight to induce drooping
maybe it's just my brain reeling.

it's funny
i've never felt so awake at such a period of unrest
it's unsettling to say the least
downright earth shattering, in fact.

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