who is you

every embarrassment
ill-feeling
secret or mistake
can still lead to longing,
but why?
staring too particularly
at least today
and it's all over.
(the end or completely throughout?)
eye contact.
you stare back at
your speaker
but see his eyes trace back
if only for a second.
he must have been looking
in order to catch
or was it just
coincidence?

this is never ending
and today,
that makes you smile.