1hr40, impossible!

i wish i could just
disassemble my
entire fucking body
in order for my conscience to
disappear
in order to obliterate my
thoughts.
it's hard to still want something
you wish would just go away.

it's hard when you're faced
with an emotion you can't describe,
have never heard of..
again, if it could disappear
it would be for the best
but when the time comes for
lives to part 16 different ways
you're not sure if you can
let
everything
go.