forget simple tasks to feel complete

they teach you,
authority and adults, that is
that deviation is a form of
"getting away"
detaching yourself from
reality and,
forgetting what you are,
living.
when really,
it's a way to defeat death
a way to
defeat reality
and commit to something
greater than you could ever
imagine on your own.

honestly,
the purpose is to,
create different memories
create feeling you've never felt
explore life and it's exports.
be something
different without being
fake.

it's never something bad,
no.

it's all for show,
it's all for the words

it's all for
you.

narcissistic,
vain?
selfish.

it's really all for art
self reflection
and to feel what it's like
to
LIVE
and really live.

sure,
you love normality.
you love
awareness and
perfect, scripted, segmented memories

but anything different you can get,
any supplement you can obtain
that creates a different world
new words and
colored pictures
you accept with open arms
and use it to your advantage.

many says its horrible,
but really,
its beautiful

and you beg god
to allow you to make more
sense.

please, god
allow me to
live and breathe and
love.

give me what you're made of
give me the wind, the clouds
the soil, the love, the atoms
give me all you've got
just to see if your creation
can stand up to your
expectations

take a fucking chance.

but, wait.
you already have, with me.
with you, with me.

i am gods latest gift,
latest creation,
latest disaster.

i am perfect in the way that
everything imperfect
follows me,
is created by me,
encompasses me.

i am death, rebirth, life.
i am everything you hate, love,
despise and create.

what you paint, play, sing.
i am inside you, around you.

breathe and i will forever affect you.

your biggest fear my dear?
to be forgotten,
to be nothing?

but don't worry,
you were born to be
famous.