wish

this night dawns a new day that dawns upon young faces
noise.
white noise
japn noise
RI noise.

no noise.

bandannas wrapped around heads and necks, but not too tight.
cut circulation
cut ventilation

bunny suits.
black paint on hard calcium connected to appendages.

wishes of longer fingernails
wishes to slip fingers under paper

the morning gives birth to shrieks
ripping
and sweet or not so sweet. and maybe semi sweet but mostly Splenda.
fake sweet.

to love or not let thyself be opened and disected.
the question?
or the answer.


is it conformity
or is it self help?
self allowance.
wishes of nodding off in a demons soft arms
and wishes of never having this at all.

it's still love
but not... in love.
at least you hope and pray this is the truth.
because to fall back in love isn't what you want for christmas.